Snowed in again. i learn so much from the challenges....i am grateful for all the opportunities to choose my heart; sometimes to take my energy back from where my ego runs away with it. Heart knowing, heart intent and surrender to the Dream of LOVE and Power in this moment. Love is power. Love is all that is real. I am grateful for all the teachers guiding me in this life especially for my teacher Looking Hawk.
this is a picture of my truck which i drove to one of the fords. good thing i know where the road is because you sure couldn't see any trace of it under the snow! driving in snow is one of the new skills i'm practicing. i'm a southerner, never saw so much snow in all of my life before this year and last! never had to drive in it! how to get about in a world that seems to full of surprises these days is the challenge on every level! when the truck slide sideways even just a little, my ego freaks "ooooo something is BAD WRONG" and my Spirit says "oh stop it ego, following my heart i can get out there and learn how"
yesterday on my way to a new years eve fire ceremony....... i saw bear tracks in the snow.... affirmation of the loving support in this sacred world for stalking and retrieving my energy in my shadow. what a truly new year it is.
big chunks of ice are floating by really fast this morning as the snow melting fills the river. the party has begun......there has been this ice extending out from the shore all along the river. driving across the ford on that much ice???? not feeling it to be something i want to do. so seeing these big chunks floating by, some of them 15' x 10' is pretty wonderful....i will drive out tomorrow : )
I saw the eagle again just now. WOW. He flew upstream then circled around and flew right back at me, maybe to get a good look at this one who disturbed his lunch again! Its been several weeks since I saw him the first time, is he living here? I remember now what it is I’m doing living here in this remote place where I’ve been snowed in since Sunday, and its going to rain and, who knows when I’ll be able to get back across the river….that nagging ego voice is silenced! I surrender with gratitude to the beauty of this life.
flowing downstream...big chunks of ice are churning over and over.... and frozen edges go out from the banks 10 feet into the river. wow. will this river freeze over tonight when it gets down below 10 degrees? these cold winters are amazing and new to me.
Snowed in again. i learn so much from the challenges....i am grateful for all the opportunities to choose my heart; sometimes to take my energy back from where my ego runs away with it. Heart knowing, heart intent and surrender to the Dream of LOVE and Power in this moment. Love is power. Love is all that is real. I am grateful for all the teachers guiding me in this life especially for my teacher Looking Hawk.
